Monday, July 16, 2007

Phoenix-Hope to rise again!!

Definitionof phoenix(Mythology). A bird in Egyptian mythology that lived in the desert for 500 years and then consumed itself by fire, later to rise renewed from its ashes.

Although it has been a couple of weeks since I've been here, the thought only struck me recently.
That being i would have to come to this city to start building my fortunes in this world.

Its the end of the old...yes it has come to an end..all old thoughts, friends and ambitions have almost all faded away. Most of what i hoped and wanted just a couple of months ago still remain. Mainly because it is unfulfilled, but i know i will get there. But the hard thing to accept sometimes is how quickly some things changed.

It's not that i had expected it not to change or want it fore ever, but then it makes you wonder that whatever you tried to build up in the past couple of years could probably all come to an end..so quickly. The people you met, the places you've been too, the conversations that seemed so important.

But then what remains behind is i guess what is most important in my life...presence of God, my family and my dreams and yes maybe a couple of friends. And thats what coming to phoenix has been all about...thrashing out the unecessary and focussing much much more on what is important.

It has been a challenging time, but as i do believe in providence, its here i believe that i will learn things that will definetly help me in the next phase of my life. I have already learnt a lot.

I'm thankful for this transition, while i'm in phoenix and also for the people that have helped me in this transition and do believe like the eagle...it would definetely be time for me to soar again!!

Take care...!